Firstly, thank you for the reply Tribz! u donno how much your entry mean to me! *tears in my eyes*
fuck! why am i such a cry baby?
every night i would just come in here to see if there's ANY entries from u. tonight must be my lucky night.
ME AND NAB?
omg! how did those thoughts get to your head? i mean. yeah, no one could stop anyone from thinking but then again. my entry was my thoughts too. when u feel down and out, thats the time when your mind starts to wonder. i guess my mind started wondering too far this time..
babe, if im not serious about our dreams, why am i here in the 1st place..? why would i have a "fall back plan" if FLINDERS didnt work out..? NYP was my fall back plan. why did i rush you guys to register either in NP or NYP..? u remember that..? I keep rushing you guys to register and register for both schools..
OMG! ME AND NAB?!
i laughed so hard i teared! what has us got to do me and nab? i mean, yes, she's a friend. you guys always teased me with her were "bestfriends" just because we took the same elective during ITE. that was all.
so yes, i know what you were trying to say Tribz and i know what to say but i just donno how to put it into words..
and just for the record, i still do want to continue with the dreams. not for anyone but for myself. i mean, for my own good. my future. i want to be a lecturer; if u guys still donno about that. i told my parents and they gave me their blessings. my dad even said that at least he knows my future plans. he wouldnt feel left out even if he *touch wood* leave the world soon. you know what i mean. oh god. *sniff sniff*
Tribz, im sorry if i didnt tell u the details. to be honest, i didnt talk to anyone that much either. i was down and grumpy plus wasnt feeling well. and there wasnt any single day that i didnt think about us! yes i still laugh and smile with PL and the rest of my classmates, but deep down im like the saddest person in the world. i dont feel like coming to school. missing lectures. i know im being a bitch for compromising my studies but i couldnt help it.. i was SAD!!
anyways, feelings aside, Tribz, i wanna hug u! *hurhur*
And yes, didnt i tell u guys that after my 2 yrs bond with TTSH, im gonna quit and do private nursing just to earn enough for the 3 of us overseas...?!?!?!? dont forget that. its still on!!!
love u guys! bingzi
ps: ME AND NAB. *LOL*
7:54 AM,
come and sing along with us <3
YOUR'S TRULY;
tribz bingz buffay
don't bother to be nice,
cause we already hate you.
we don't need theraphy,
we have each other.
