During the past few days, i've done alot of hard thinking about what had happened last week. I want you to know that everything i'm about to say is coming from the bottom of my heart. I know it was weird being in the same lecture hall and not saying anything to each other...
I don't why suddenly i started thinking about nab...I had these strange thoughts that you and I will end up like you and nab...I know it was really silly but i just couldnt get it out of my head...then the assessment week came.
I didnt know how to cheer you up after the text you sent us...I tried asking you but your answers made me feel like you were not willing to discuss about it with me so i backed off.
Then i got to know from others what happened at the assessment...and i saw your blog about you not making it out of the 3...why did that even have to come up? and to top it off, u even mentioned about quitting? so where did all the promises we made to each other go?
then i started thinking if you were okie with talking to others about it, why not me? i was trying to figure out what i said wrong...
I remember the last time, i failed my assessment... I wanted to quit as well but you guys were there for me... I have always thought we would encourage each other to move on and not give up half way...
I dunno, maybe i'm just sensitive or even petty... or plain just suck as a friend.
I apologise for my actions and behaviour.
I just hope we will remember our pact and finish our studies here and go on to pursue our dream together.
It's tough not getting to see buff ard much and she has her own bunch of buds...sometimes i wish things werent like this at all... i miss our ite days...
i just get a lil insecured and jealous when i see you both with others...
anyways, take care and study well for the upcoming exams.
oh btw, you can never say or do anything to hurt me bingz coz i noe how much i mean to you.
luv, Tribz
1:52 AM,
come and sing along with us <3
YOUR'S TRULY;
tribz bingz buffay
don't bother to be nice,
cause we already hate you.
we don't need theraphy,
we have each other.
