life in campus have been hell for me. for one week, i have no mood to come to school for lectures or tutorials. i was just floating aimlessly in and out of classrooms without any sense of direction or whatnot.
u wanna know the reason..?
well, its because, i failed my clinical lab assessment. yes.
i am the only one who failed. (amongst the 3 of us) yeah. that was like one hell of a week for me. i started to think that nursing wasnt my cup of tea after all. i started to regret my choice in joining NYP. i should have just stayed at ttsh as an EN. alot of things started to run thru my mind. i was on the verge of well, a breakdown. no one understands me. i dont talk at home. i dont tell this to anyone. and on top of that, i fell sick. was down with a cold twice in the same month. never have this happened before.
like they all say, "there's a first time for everything."
ok. yeah. so, i got back on track. i did my second attempt at the lab assessment. and i passed. and finally, i can put a smile back on my face again. i feel like a big boulder have been lifted up from my shoulders.
like seriously, im relieved. if i were to fail my second attempt, i guess, thats the end of my nursing career. *phew*
i donno why i have this feeling that im being ignored. or am i just being paranoid? i dont know.
on a different note altogether, PL commented that this blog is not updated for so long. yeah well, i guess we've been busy.
exams in 4 weeks.
presentations and projects.
and maybe its because all 3 of us are in school. we can get updates in a snap of the fingers..? i dont know.
till here then.
alone, bingzi.
ps: my deepest condolences to Shanthani and her family.
11:05 PM,
come and sing along with us <3
YOUR'S TRULY;
tribz bingz buffay
don't bother to be nice,
cause we already hate you.
we don't need theraphy,
we have each other.
