i love you two so much. i only have my sister who now claims hubby comes first, brothers who depend if im their sister by their mood, mother whose well, most of the time not here.
and then there's you guys.
i guess we are all scared deep inside. maybe we shouldn't hide that fear.
deepdown, everyone wants to be hardcore. i think its okay that once a while we let down our guard. we have each other. and we're facing about almost the same thing. well, maybe there's some personal things. but the fact, we shouldnt hide the fear.
and speaking for bingz and me, we woudnt want you to go through the fear alone. no when we are still breathing. no no. no way.
mint came by. to see if i was okay. im not. im not okay. before he start his bike, he tighten my helmet, and he asked me to pinch him if he's riding too fast.
kiki was drowsy. not moving very much. not agitated as before. and its way over visitting hours. so we left.
im traumatised. i remember the time im home alone. we were texting. and the next text was, come down now. he came under my block with food. i was smitten. its the first time. and its the first time, a guy wrap me with his jacket. it was our first meeting. and now. . i can't. i can't accept it. its too much. kiki, no.
sobs, buffay.
5:42 AM,
come and sing along with us <3
YOUR'S TRULY;
tribz bingz buffay
don't bother to be nice,
cause we already hate you.
we don't need theraphy,
we have each other.
